Monday, August 29, 2011

Emotional Roller Coaster

3rd trimester has been quite a challenge so far. Beside physical discomforts, my emotional state hasn't been quite stable. Cried a lot lately, wondering if I have caught the prenatal depression. Wj's making me feel like I am a burden...like with me around, he can't do a lot of things. He's been so crazy over tennis lately making me feel that me and bb teresa are not as important. And maybe he is also going through prenatal blues...he can be really terrible with his actions and words at times. Like this morning, he actually blamed me for not waking him up causing him to 'waste' the day away sleeping. He can't wake up with so many alarm clocks, what makes him think I can wake him up. I probably should be the angry one as I had to have my lunch at 3pm because of him. Very very upset. I don't know how it would be when bb teresa arrives, I don't dare to think about it.

I don't feel like doing anything. Don't feel like marking. Don't feel like washing the bb clothes. Don't feel like packing the hospital bag. Lazing the weekend and holidays away...