Sometimes, after a bad day or a tired day, I will wonder...what am I working so hard for? Why am I leaving school after 7pm everyday? Why am I still marking and preparing for lessons after work and during the weekends? Why am I doing all these when there are ppl who still misunderstands me and who chose to overlook all my efforts?

People say, don't get too involved, don't get too affected. But it's hard. Once you put your heart into it, that's it.

I have been reflecting a lot lately...about how I handle and treat my students. I think I have been pampering them too much. I think I haven't been guiding them the correct way. And maybe the care and concern I have for them...is expressed in the wrong manner. I feel a lot for my students, but maybe I should take a different approach. Maybe I should learn to find a way which will benefit them the most.

After 4+ years, I am still pondering over what is really the true meaning of education~~~