Went back for a checkup today, things are not looking well.

Scan showed that baby is till there and growing in my left fallopian tube. Worse still, there's heartbeat. Doc suggested that I take another injection...if it still doesn't work, i will have to undergo surgery. Meanwhile, I face the danger of rupture anytime and if that happens, it will be a real emergency.

It is a horrible agonizing experience. Tests after tests. Scans after scans. And nothing's solved.

Fear. Discomfort. Emotional Pain.

I so wished it will end soon. But now, it's another beginning to a new wait.