Been venting quite a bit of work frustrations on FB and looking back, it doesn't seem like a great idea. But what's done cannot be undone hence I shall put it behind me and probably complain less on FB.
It was really a gruelling 2 weeks as we prepare students for their O levels Chinese paper on 30th May. What irks me was tt some colleagues don't really spare a thought for their colleagues and students and take MC during this busy period. On top of our students and marking loads, we have to take on theirs. Terrible planning on the school's part made things worse.
I broke down in wj's car one morning and realised the physical and emotional stress I have been under all these while. While I did my best, there are people who can just forsake their students and duties. In the end, I have to clear their shit and tire myself to the max. It doesn't help when your boss is someone who is a control freak and wants everything, regardless it is realistic/useful/reasonable or not.
It used to be a joy working here. What happened? What changed?
The only comfort is my bb who has been with me all these while. Mum says she thinks bb is obedient like me cos he/she doesn't gives me much discomfort. Starting to feel bb more...can't wait hold bb in my arms. :)
A colleague who got pregnant around the same time as me just lost her twins. At 5 months, I really can't imagine the physical and emotional pain she had to go through. And she has been trying for a long long time and it was through IVR that she conceive this time. Was quite affected when I heard about it and I get quite emotional whenever I think about her. I really feel that to be able to have a smooth pregnancy and have a healthy baby 真的是一件很幸福的事。真的。
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