I am feeling kind of tired, but I have to move on. I went back to another doc at SGH and she recommended a different kind of scan to determine whether my left fallopian tube is blocked. The description of the scan is scary so I shall not elaborate here. I am scared but I don't know what's the other best thing to do. The scan has to be after my next menses so I have another one to two weeks to prepare myself for it.
I wish I am handling the emotional part better. Sometimes I wish I am far far away and then I won't have to face anyone. At times I hate myself for having thoughts which shouldn't be there in the first place.
Work's making me irritated. Can't wait for everything to end, but I will have to wait till after 27th Nov.
And there's the Masters decision to make. Time is running out. Should I accept?
1 comment:
Hey gal,
Sorry didn't know you were going through such a roller coaster time...
It's always easy for us to tell you to be strong & all but we are not in your shoes & we cannot take away your worry, your fear & your sadness but we are here if you need someone to rant to ~
will keep you in my prayers. Believe that you'll be safe & sound. These things now may be tormenting you but do not believe that it is going to get you down coz it is NOT~
"These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”
John 16:33
One of my favorite phrase in the bible. Knowing that I am always in his good hands. Just to share with you and hope it encourages you in one way or another~
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