Coping with the news of people getting pregnant has been a struggle for me lately. At least 6 people I know are giving birth next year.

尽管我再怎么说服自己要为她们感到开心，心里还是难免会有些失落。

同事说，好事多磨。我也不知道要被磨到什么时候。

所以我说要quit FB，所以我想离开。

我一向都不是很 positive 的人，因为没办法，只得继续撑下去。

负面情绪常不受控制，唯有祷告能平静我心。

As for now, 一步步来。Till the scan next week, and we'll see what's next.